in my dream, i repeatedly said hello to you but you were not responding; just like the other day
I really hate the life I’m living now. hate my mentality and all this clubbing nonsense. life is filled with superficiality
can’t get to sleep. thoughts of army, friends, gym and my recent encounters keep appearing in my mind. maybe I think too much. they say women think the most but if I’m already thinking this much, how could they be thinking so much more? it’s insane. really. exactly 3 weeks left. freedom will be totally lost that’s for sure. trying to live it out till then. club more definitely haha. it’s such a superficial thing yet I’m still drawn to it. damn. life sucks. can’t wait to move on
“ To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy or regret. Letting go isn’t winning, and it isn’t losing. It’s not about pride, and it’s not about how you appear, it’s not about obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, it doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It’s not giving up or giving in. Letting go isn’t about loss, and it isn’t defeat. To let go of something is to cherish the memories, to overcome and move on. It’s having an open mind and confidence in the future. Letting go is accepting, it’s learning, it’s experiencing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that once made you cry, laugh, love and grow. It’s about all that you had and all you still have. Letting go is having the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving. It’s growing up, realising that a heart can sometimes change and it can also be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, clear a path and set yourself free.
(via runawaytrain)
I’m going to set you free because I don’t deserve you. I deserve better.
(Source: runawaytrain)
“ The irony of love is loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out that you love someone right after that person has walked out of your life. Sometimes you think you’re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them, just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, letting go is one way of expressing how much they love a person, but for others it’s holding on to that special feeling as long as possible before it fades away. Most relationships tend to fail not because of the absence of love, love is always present, it’s just that one was being loved too much and the other wasn’t being loved enough. We all know that the heart is the center of the body, but it beats on the left. maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just a pass time, while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger. So here’s a piece of advice: let go when you are hurting too much. Give up when you or the other believes love isn’t enough, and move on when things are not like before. there is someone out there who will honestly love you, and only then will you know true love.
(via kissedbysadness) (via marjchun) (via runawaytrain, springzephyr)
